Mama wants me to go for another surgery. Easy for her,the duty is just to pay but for me? SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. IM DEAD.

Im so sick, the doctor charged me wayyyyy out of the league for what she said was "better, more expensive" medication. And also, next month's check up might have to be paid in cash. This months electricity bills is overwhelming.Like throwing a grand party. Oh the heartache my mom's having. OH there goes my shopping spree. fuck it.